A French Cloud

bike

2012-01-25T20:25:00.000-08:00

Have been thinking about getting a bike and am loving the ones at Public. Do you ride a bike and are there any "dos" or "dont's" that I need to know?

decisions

2012-01-22T21:54:00.000-08:00

It seems as if the biggest decisions for me lately are what to wear in the morning. Is it the same for you? Should I be like the schoolchild and choose my outfit before I go to bed? Perhaps it's the winter dressing or just wanting to find something different when I open the closet doors.

what goes around...

2012-01-20T11:29:00.000-08:00

This photo of fashion icon Jane Birkin was snapped almost 40 years ago yet looks like it was styled in 2012. The high waisted pants (albeit a bit too flared for my taste!) tank and addition of suspenders give it a "who's that girl?" sort of look. Happy weekend everyone!

making it happen

2012-01-17T05:50:00.000-08:00

One of my resolutions was to see more friends this year and so happy to say that this weekend was filled with good conversation and great friends at our home. Isn't it strange that you can live within 30 minutes from close friends but only see them a handful of times during a year? Not this year. More time with the people I love.

St.Remy de Provence

2012-01-08T14:07:00.000-08:00

it's almost too perfect. We'll need to go back to see this in spring/summer.

fill up my senses

2012-01-07T22:25:00.000-08:00

Source: 20littlecities.com via Holly on Pinterest

Source: kissthegroom.com via Irina on Pinterest

Source: grosgrainfabulous.blogspot.com via Stephanie on Pinterest

Source: frenchlarkspur.blogspot.com via Hayley on Pinterest

on any given block in Paris you can find a chocolate shop to tempt you with decadent treats; a lingerie shop that is eye candy for you and him; and a bistro or cafe to stop in and enjoy a cafe au lait or a glass of wine, people watch, and indulge your senses. Love.

happy

2011-12-31T20:24:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year everyone! We brought a bottle of the bubbly home with us from our trip so we'll be celebrating with cherished memories of the past and looking forward to the future. What did you do to ring in the year?

dress like a parisienne girl

2011-12-19T03:41:00.000-08:00

Everywhere in Paris this is what we saw. Black boots with tights or leggings with short black coats. So chic and an easy look to bring back home.
*all images from pinterest

packing

2011-12-12T12:04:00.000-08:00

My suitcase will be a bit bigger than this sweet one but we're both looking forward to the same destination!

happy weekend

2011-12-08T19:26:00.001-08:00

Source: southerngracetx.tumblr.com via Natalie on Pinterest

Enjoy the weekend and all the merry. Jack and I will be packing our bags for Paris next week but we'll be meeting friends for pizza tonight.

all over this

2011-12-06T20:58:00.001-08:00

I was actually wearing an outfit similar to this today. The skirt wasn't quite as big (think victorian/edwardian petticoat) along with a pair of Hunter boots and the flannel shirt. Yes; I get looks. No; I don't care.

light me up

2011-12-04T19:51:00.001-08:00

so adorably wonderful. Loving these chandeliers from cakevintage.Entirely crafted by hand, the fixture uses vintage silver-plate flatware for the "crystals". How sweet would this be in a kitchen?

weekend

2011-12-02T14:47:00.001-08:00

Jack and I will be rummaging through our boxes in the attic to find a few Christmas decorations to remind us of the season. With Paris in two weeks it seems silly to be over the top with the garland ,glitter, and fairy lights although I do love the sparkle. Do you decorate your place?

*via weheartit

girl crush

2011-11-30T08:13:00.001-08:00

Source: prettystuff.tumblr.com via Natalie on Pinterest

yep; looks about perfect to me.

best gift guide

2011-11-29T20:47:00.001-08:00

Trust me. I've seen them all and this is one of the best. Gifted has so many "one of a kind" amazing, and inspiring gift ideas it will make it hard to decide.

let the games begin

2011-11-27T19:16:00.001-08:00

Source: matchbookmag.tumblr.com via Natalie on Pinterest

Looking forward to a fabulous week...and you?

happy weekend!

2011-11-25T21:50:00.001-08:00

Source: katespade.com via Natalie on Pinterest

so cute and perfect for the season...or perhaps whenever you want to do a little dance?

boho-chic holiday

2011-11-25T10:29:00.001-08:00

seriously loving these looks put together for the free people catalog.The mix of patterns, textures, and attitude give it such a free spirit easy going vibe.

on this day

2011-11-24T19:43:00.000-08:00

it's raining love. and laughter. and joy at my house. come on over.

bohemian love

2011-11-23T07:51:00.001-08:00

A Bohemian Love Story from The LANE on Vimeo.

Although it's a styled shoot; I could imagine these two at the beach, in love, and so totally into each other. His sweater and a couple of her dresses make me swoon.

Provence

2011-11-20T11:38:00.001-08:00

The last time we were in Provence we traveled to St. Remy where I was aching to eat at this restaurant (seriously; this is a photo I took with a point and shoot camera...it was too perfect!) but it was not open at the time. Will be looking for this jewel box when we return...also hoping to catch a glimpse of Vicki Archer from French Essence (a wonderful read...you'll travel to Provence with her stories).

happy weekend

2011-11-18T20:15:00.001-08:00

Jack came home with fresh eggs from a friend of ours who has...wait for it...TWENTY chickens!
I think I know what we'll be having for Saturday morning breakfast. What about you? Plans for the weekend? Have a good one.

countdown

2011-11-15T21:57:00.001-08:00

Hard to believe I'll be here in 4 weeks from today.

time flies

2011-11-12T21:48:00.001-08:00

We are traveling to Paris and Provence for Christmas (seriously over the moon about this!) and I am in need of a great book for the plane...any suggestions?

new day

2011-11-08T21:39:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone. It's good to see you again. My story from two years ago was of romance, adventure, and love...and I've tucked it away into "the story of us" so feel free to click (up on top) and get to know more about me and Jack and Benson. So; what are we waiting for...let's start the party!

take a bow

2009-10-20T22:36:00.000-07:00

There is so much I want you to know.
So much you should know.
But I don't think it's the right time to share all my secrets with the world.

I am humbled by the kindness that you have given me through your comments in these past few months. Your words of wisdom, words of encouragement, words of belief. Thank you.
I will be checking in on you as time goes by and perhaps one day...I'll float back and share once more.

Take a bow, the night is over.
Light are low, the curtains down.
There's no one here.
The show is over, say good-bye.

Where have you been?

2009-10-16T21:46:00.000-07:00

enjoying life, love, long walks, kissing (the kisses...amazing...where do those butterflies come from?) and laughter. hope you all are well. be back soon.

Snapshots of my week

2009-10-07T21:49:00.000-07:00

It starts off by throwing this on--and enjoying a cup of coffee with someone special

... there may be lots of this happening

and a little of this

I like to end the day thinking of this. Hope your week is as fabulous.

images: tumblr, smosch,pixyandtacobeans,

happy ending

2009-10-04T22:09:00.001-07:00

On Friday, Ralph let me know that a delivery would be arriving late and asked if I could take care of it because he had already made plans. To be honest, I was so exhausted that all I really wanted to do was go home and crawl into bed, but Ralph has been my rock these last few weeks so I told him to have a great time and locked the door behind him.

The sky had turned gray and I could hear thunder...there was going to be a storm on top of a late night. Sigh.
When the rain came pouring down Benson started scratching, jumping, and barking at the door. There was no way I was going for a leisurely stroll with him in this weather, so I did something that I've never done before. I opened the shop door and told him to go out and do his business.
He gave me a strange look... and he bolted. He ran down the sidewalk and I couldn't see him with the rain coming down so hard. I ran outside and started to call for him and then I started to panic. I was cold, soaked with rain, and couldn't see a thing . Why didn't I put him on a leash? How could I have just let him go?!I frantically ran back inside to find an umbrella and some sort of raincoat. By this time I'm crazed. I'm imagining the worst and then I heard a familiar voice.
"Excuse me, Miss? Are you looking for something?"
I'm not sure if I can even come close to describe the intense emotion I was feeling or if this is a moment that I should even share with everyone. It's so personal. Surreal. It's a moment that will be with me for as long as I live. It's Jack.
A flood of emotions hit me. I'm relieved to see that Benson is with Jack; filled with questions on why Jack is here at this hour; and trying my very best to stay calm and cool because Jack is here and I haven't seen him in so long. So very long and I've missed him.
We dry off and open a bottle of wine that he had brought and I hear the story. There is no late night delivery. Ralph had set all this up with Jack last week.
It's too long to go into, but Jack and Lily found out about my Uncle and his dirty little secrets about the same time I did but felt it was important for me to discover all of the lies and deceit on my own. I'm glad they did. I had time to work through the drama in my heart and in my head and come out of all this a stronger person. Jack. We talked until the early hours. We laughed. I was floating. He's wonderful and I am beyond happy...joyful.
If you happen to see a girl with a goofy smile and stars in her eyes, be sure to say "hello" and let her know you believe that dreams come true. They do. They really do.

cool and perfect

2009-09-30T21:19:00.000-07:00

A friend of mine, Megan, introduced me to a new t-shirt line on etsy that she did a photo shoot for last week. I am always tickled with pen and ink design and these tees enchanted to no end . Dressing On The Side creates quirky, whimsical, tongue-in-cheek tees with a limited run for each design. Loving "Cupcakes are Cool".

Add one of these tees with a pair of ripped up jeans, vintage boots, and it's a perfect look for me (and Megan).

*images JTB photography

more is more

2009-09-28T22:06:00.000-07:00

I've been inspired by Judy of Atlantis Home to add layers and textures of silver on my wrists. Easy and perfect to dress up a tee and jeans--which will be my wardrobe most of this week with lots of shipments arriving for holiday.
*via atlantis home

guess who

2009-09-25T06:46:00.000-07:00

Guess who just got his first haircut?
Guess who snapped a picture of a freshly groomed Benson and mailed it to a special dog trainer?
Guess who misses Jack and hopes he'll respond.
Have a great weekend everyone.

home

2009-09-21T22:05:00.000-07:00

To some, these pics may scream "dust me! clean me!" but I love the memories they share. Think of the many hours at flea markets it took to collect all the blue and white... Hold on tight to those things that let you remember special moments.

smile

2009-09-20T23:06:00.001-07:00

If a picture speaks a thousand words, this one tells such a fun story. A girl on an adventure in a faraway land ready for whatever life throws at her. Hope your week is filled with smiles and adventures as well.
*unfortunately, I've misplaced the link...if I find it, I'll post.

sweet

2009-09-18T21:21:00.000-07:00

Hope your weekend is filled with sweetness. I'll be working and enjoying every minute!
*image joy the baker

fresh air

2009-09-17T20:35:00.000-07:00

When a friend tidies up your room that is littered with wadded up used Kleenex, dead flowers, dirty plates, and a poor, pitiful girl cocooning herself in blankets who bursts into tears at the mention of "cheering up"...you know you've got a good friend.

When your friend mentions that "you need to be showered, sprayed, and cleaned up. You've got a business to run, people that want to see you, and life goes on" You know you've got a great friend.

I'm going to be okay. A new day and a new me...watch out world.

ps. Ralph, have a fabulous weekend off :)

*image via stephanie

more, part 2

2009-09-15T21:19:00.001-07:00

It's ironic that a few posts ago I kicked myself for listening to my heart...and now, I wonder why I stopped.
The rest of the story.
After I found out about the financial turmoil my Uncle was involved in and the accusations he was throwing at Jack ; I dug deeper. I searched EBay, classifieds, and Craig's list...bingo.
When "museum quality/one of a kind/ heirloom" was mentioned in a Craig's list ad for furniture, I had to check into it. I emailed the seller and was told that the pieces were in a storage facility in the city. I asked to see them, was given a time, and let my manager, Ralph, know that I was going to run an errand and would be back soon.

When the storage door opened and my Uncle was standing there I wasn't sure what to say. He made excuses about why he had the furniture and when he knew I wasn't buying it, he began to throw insults at me and then the police arrived.
From what I understand they have been investigating my Uncle for embezzlement, insurance fraud, and identity theft for a number of months. I was in shock watching the police tape off the scene and take my uncle away in a squad car. The only thing that saved me was that Ralph had looked in my day timer to see where I had went and arrived soon after all this. He was the one who told me I was "best dressed"...sometimes you just have to laugh.
I feel like a fool. I believed in "family" and I really wanted to belong to a family. It turns out that my only living relative is a criminal who could care less about me. The worst part is that I believed him and turned my back on an amazing, wonderful man that wanted to be a part of my life.
Thank you all so much for your support and your kind, sweet, comments. You will never know what they have meant to me.

in the beginning...part 1

2009-09-14T22:48:00.000-07:00

Where to begin? Let's catch everyone up, shall we? I'm finishing up a bottle of wine, so feel free to join me.
I bought a dresser that needed some TLC on EBay a couple months ago. The dresser happened to be in a town a couple hours away where a long lost Uncle of mine lived. I had never met him, but when my mother was on her deathbed, she encouraged me to seek out any family I may have...even if it meant on my father's side. I dabble with the idea of contacting him.
I'm getting ready to pick up the dresser and I meet a really cute guy named Jack who is just a sweetheart. It also turns out that Jack (or Jack's sister, Lily) is the seller of the dresser I am picking up. They have it stored at Jack's house that he recently inherited from his uncle. It's a small world.
Jack and I continue our relationship in the following weeks. And let's not forget that my newly acquired/found dog, Benson, thinks Jack is the best thing since bacon.
Sound like a fairytale? This is where it gets sticky.

I finally meet my uncle and he seems nice enough and tells me how amazing my mother and runaway father were. I plan to meet him at his house the following week and perhaps introduce him to Jack.
When I drive to my Uncle's house I can't believe where it's located. You drive past a sweet little cottage before you see my Uncle's mega mansion. The cottage belongs to Jack. Let me clarify.
My Uncle owns the main house of an estate and Jack owns what used to be the gardener's cottage.
I tell my Uncle of the amazing coincidence and he tells me to "watch out for those people." He warns me that Jack's uncle was caretaker of the entire estate and he is sure that Jack's uncle has stolen pieces of irreplaceable furniture that he originally purchased with the estate .
I tell him there must be a mistake. He asks if I had seen any upscale, higher end pieces of furniture at Jack's house. And then I pause.
Along with my dilapidated piece of a dresser there WAS beautiful looking furniture in the potting shed. Could it be? My Uncle tells me to stay away from those crooks and that he is sure Jack and his family are selling the furniture and making hundreds of thousands of dollars.
I leave my Uncle's house and bolt to Jack's. I ask if I can see the potting shed. Jack has no clue what's going on and opens the shed door. There are no pieces in there. I assume the worst.
Back at home, Ralph tells me to think all this through. When I start researching I realize that Jack has a stellar reputation whereas my Uncle is in financial ruin and in court cases for monies owed to others. It's a mess.

image via parleycoot

best dressed

2009-09-14T16:17:00.000-07:00

I'm so glad I could be voted best dressed when the police questioned me today. It's been an over the top, circus kind of day and I'll explain later in a very LONG post. On the upside...I just bought these from Anthropologie and they held up well under stress.

Hanging On

2009-09-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

Although I had a great weekend, I am feeling a bit tense this morning. I'm going to solve a mystery and it could get messy. I'll fill you in as it unfolds.

no plans are good plans

2009-09-10T20:55:00.000-07:00

I'm going to be spending the weekend nesting and playing (Benson is barking as I type...he knows that I'll be all his). By next week I hope to have a very complicated puzzle solved and see where life goes from there.
A letter to someone very dear and very sweet:
Dearest Jack, don't give up on me.

And the Oscar goes to...

2009-09-09T20:50:00.001-07:00

I had dinner with a friend of mine who keeps up with my blog. She mentioned that other blogs she reads spotlight fads and fashion, interior design, food and traveling , but my blog played out to be more like a movie.

"No it doesn't; don't be silly" I replied. "It's my life. I like to share the good, the bad, and the ugly and hope that it makes sense to someone." But the more I thought about it; isn't everyone's life like a movie?

You're the actor or actress in a leading role, you have supporting actors, sets, costumes, and makeup. Every once in a while you have good direction but have to endure bad lighting and timing at the worst possible moments. Unfortunately there are no writers in "This Is Your Life" movie though...it's all improv.

What genre of movie would your life be most like? A sensitive drama? A heart pounding thriller? Romance or comedy? Perhaps a quirky Independent film? Whatever the style--keep the audience buzzing and bring home your Oscar for a stellar life.

blue skies ahead

2009-09-09T06:48:00.000-07:00

It's a new day and I'm feeling good. Hope you find some sunshine today.
*via mostbeautifuldarling

life's a beach

2009-09-08T22:32:00.000-07:00

My sweet friend Ralph locked the store, held my hand, and took us to the beach along with two venti cups of very strong coffee. We talked for a long time and his (along with yours-thank you)advice was to slow down, take a breath, and do what I do best. That is...do some fact finding.
Whenever I buy a major piece for the store, an item that I will most likely spend more on than I had planned; I research. I ask questions, I read, I want to know all the facts before purchase so I don't walk into a surprise. That's the control freak in me...but in matters of the heart, who can think like that?
It's taken me all day on the computer and being on-hold for what seemed like hours, but I've discovered some answers to a few of my questions. Unfortunately there are still many more questions that are still unanswered but I'm beginning to realize that I may have jumped to some wrong conclusions.

give me a minute

2009-09-07T21:43:00.000-07:00

This weekend chewed me up and spit me out. When will I start thinking with my head and stop listening to my very foolish heart? It's very complicated and I'm feeling as if my thoughts are spinning when I think about it and I'm really not sure if I should even be writing about something so raw.
Basically, my uncle just filled me in on some things about Jack and his family that are not very appealing and I'm a mess. I'm so mixed up about who to believe, how I am feeling, and why is it so easy for me to fall for the happily ever after endings in life?
I promise I'll be back to normal soon...thanks for listening.

2009-09-04T11:53:00.000-07:00

Is it me, the change of seasons, or has everyone decided to be happy and think good thoughts in blogland?! Everyone seems to be gearing up for great times and happy days ahead--and I'm ready for it with arms open wide.
* find this at the loveshop/etsy

Don't wake me

2009-09-03T22:23:00.000-07:00

Just got off the phone with my Uncle and looks like I'll be seeing him on Saturday morning. I could be totally wrong,but as he was giving me directions to his home it sounded like it's close to Jack's cottage!
I never pay too much attention to street names but they all sounded vaguely familiar and when he said to drive past a "small white house on the corner" ...it makes me wonder.
To be honest, Lily (Jack's sister) didn't have many kind words regarding the people who live next door. I don't know all the details, but when Jack inherited his Uncle's home there were a lot of legal mix-ups because the cottage was originally the gardener's quarters for the main house and no one knew who owned what. I guess it was a mess to figure it all out.
Chances are slim that they are neighbors (because that would just be too crazy even for this girl) but we'll see what happens. Have a wonderful, safe, holiday weekend--enjoy your families, friends, pets, and life!
*via most beautiful darling

sweet thing

2009-09-02T21:43:00.000-07:00

Cooler temps mean warm and cozy food and since I'll be traveling to see Jack and my Uncle over this holiday weekend, I thought I would bake something for them.
What to bake? I searched Joy the Baker and was tempted by the zucchini sweet potato bread...sounds like Fall to me, and I'm sure they'll appreciate a hand delivered home baked treat.
Since the two men live in the same town, I'm hoping to have them meet, but just not sure if it will happen this weekend or not.

Thank you

2009-09-01T21:13:00.000-07:00

Being relatively new to the blogging scene I am humbled as well as baffled as to how I received not one, but two awards recently. The latest bestowed upon me is from SimplyColette along with a KreativBlogger Award graciously given to me by Catanya's Things. Thank you for reading and enjoying what goes on in a day in the life of Natalie.
I'm not sure what the rules are but most of them are to share things about yourself that others may not know. I mentioned to Colette that I feel like I tell way too much and must bore everyone to tears...but let's see if I can surprise you with any of these.

1. I took ballet for over ten years anticipating that one day I would be a ballerina...unfortunately a broken ankle from cheerleading ended that idea.

2. Benson is the first dog I have ever had. He's taught me so much about enjoying life and going for it.

3. I rode up in an elevator with Oprah to the penthouse apartment where she lives in Chicago. Her skin looked flawless.

4. My mother went out on a date with Rick Springfield aka Dr. Noah Drake. This was before "Jessie's Girl."

5. I was voted "Babe-a-licious" in High School. Yuck. I wanted to be the girl most likely to succeed or the funniest or the most talented. I'm still trying.

Okay...that's all you get. I'll tell more later so you can see that I'm not all drama. My life is crazed at times but I'm very fortunate and very happy to have A French Cloud, friends, and amazing readers like you that are kind and supportive. Thank you.

can you feel it?

2009-08-31T21:57:00.000-07:00

It's sad to say goodbye to summer but there's a certain chill in the morning air that lets you know change is coming. I feel it and I love it.
*via betterthanfine

the rest of the story

2009-08-31T17:02:00.000-07:00

I realized I never mentioned about how nice it is to go fishing! To sit and be silent and wait for the fish to bite. I enjoy the idea of it all but I don't really like the bait, the fish, and looking at the fish in a bucket...so we threw them all back in. Felt like I was giving a second chance to somebody.

crazy crazy

2009-08-30T18:42:00.001-07:00

This weekend is one that I will most likely never forget. I met my only Uncle. Robert LaPorte, the brother of my father that I don't really remember; who turned out to be a very nice man. It was strange. We both didn't really know what the other looked like but he came up to me at the cafe and said, "Natalie? You look just like your mother." I could have started sobbing and never stopped...I realized how much I missed her. Everyday. My mother was always there for me.
He told me some things about my father. David. He was the youngest of the family and anyone that met him loved him. He told me that my father had a wild streak in him and that he did not get to talk to or see him before his death. My father. My father is gone. He died on some adventure in South America. Maybe that's why he never communicated with me? Maybe that's why my mother never spoke of him realizing he was never coming back.

I do not know when these pictures were taken but I scanned them in so I could share with you. This was really the first time as an adult that I have ever seen a picture of him. He is my father and as much as I want to hate him and yell at him and ask him "why?!" I realize that I can't. It's over.
He was who he was and I wasn't a part of his life. I've had to deal with this for a long time so it's not like all this was a shock to me. Meeting my Uncle just brings up some issues that I thought I had nicely tucked away and put up way high on a closet shelf...but I'm okay. I'm going to meet my Uncle again next week at his house to give him some time to look for any other items I may want or pieces of information (medical records, etc..) that I may need in the future.
I was glad to see Jack after this.

New Day

2009-08-27T21:12:00.000-07:00

I have a big weekend ahead of me. A quick trip to have coffee with my Uncle Robert this Saturday...looking forward to finally meeting this man and getting to know him. It's a weird feeling; but it's just for coffee and we'll see where it all leads.
Afterwards, I'll meet Jack for our fishing date. Jack told me he would postpone the fishing until another day but I just thought it would give me a good excuse to end my breakfast meeting. Is that awful to say?
I just don't want too much, too soon and not be able to figure it all out. My Dad and his past; where was he all my life; where is he now? There's a lot of questions I have, but this way I can limit them and take it slow. Find out if I really want to know the answers.
Fishing is starting to sound better and better.

smile

2009-08-27T17:54:00.000-07:00

Colbie Caillat - Fallin' For You
by UniversalMusicGroup

I'm not usually the video girl, but Lily (Jack's sister) just sent me this and I was on the floor.Disclaimer: Jack is NOTHING like this guy but the song definitely hits home.

Catching the First Fish

2009-08-26T18:58:00.001-07:00

Catching the First Fish, originally uploaded by Tim Somero.

might be feeling a little like this sweet girl this weekend. Jack suggested we go fishing (first time for me, I'm afraid) at a nearby lake stocked with trout (that part sounds good) Keep you posted.

Taking a Chance

2009-08-25T11:33:00.000-07:00

When I mentioned to Ralph that I left a comment on the lil bee's blog about how I enjoyed the newest Rachel Zoe show because I knew the outcome; Ralph replied,"Of course you loved it when you already knew the ending...you're a control freak, Nat".
I suppose in some ways he's right. I DO like to know how things are going to turn out...to be prepared if it's an unhappy ending or to have some idea of what the outcome might be. It's hard for me to go into something if the result is an unknown. I'm not the best with surprises I suppose.
Perhaps that's why I'm embracing the spontaneity of my life these last few weeks.
Finding Benson, meeting Jack, and the prospect of reconnecting with a lost family member is not really my style. I'm thrilled with how the ride's going so far...

Old is New

2009-08-24T22:28:00.000-07:00

After seeing this wall and hearing the announcement that Urban Outfitters has saved Polaroid film for everyone....

I dug up my mom's old camera and am feeling inspired to have some fun with an old friend. Happy pictures everyone.

Paint with Molly

2009-08-23T10:51:00.000-07:00

It's been way too long since I got my artist's groove on but I thought Molly (Jack's dog) would be a good first step. I'll be seeing Jack next weekend and thought this would be a nice surprise. Hope you're having a great day.

2009-08-21T07:06:00.000-07:00

Laugh and enjoy your weekend everyone!
*via abbysharp

letter perfect

2009-08-20T23:04:00.000-07:00

The good thing about Jack not relying on cell phones, emails, texting, twittering, and all the other online communication is that he likes to do things the old fashioned way. He'll call me from his land line and he's even sent a little note or two. It may take a little longer for us to connect...but it's worth the wait!

See Me

2009-08-20T17:56:00.000-07:00

If I ever need glasses I hope I can look this wonderful.

Bag lady

2009-08-19T18:38:00.000-07:00

I'm pretty much a one bag for two seasons sort of girl.

Spring/Summer gets a bag with color, something fresh and fun while my Fall/Winter bags enjoy classic colors in a fashionable look. I feel like I pay triple digits for most of my bags (it just happens...I'm not looking to spend hundreds...but I always end up and fall in love with the ones with the hefty pricetags) and I feel like I should wear them and enjoy them with most of my wardrobe without the worry and hassle of changing to go with this outfit or that outfit.

What about you? Do you change your bags daily? weekly? or do you use one bag for all seasons?
*loving this but not owning Rebecca Minkoff from SFA.

life changer

2009-08-18T14:37:00.001-07:00

A wedding will change your life...but why not change the lives of others as well?
Wear TOMS in your wedding, and help children in need with the first steps you take toward your new life together. TOMS will offer a special deal for couples who outfit their entire wedding party in TOMS to help make an even bigger difference in the lives of others around the world. Shop your wedding TOMS, and as always, with every pair you purchase, TOMS will give a pair of new shoes to a child in need.

I love the idea of this but I think I might have everyone change into TOMS for the reception and dance the night away for a great cause...what about you?

*just so you know...I have no wedding plans at the moment :) just happened to see a good idea and wanted to share.

picture this

2009-08-17T17:29:00.001-07:00

Loving this Taylor & Wood "Frames" wallpaper. It's an interactive wallpaper where you decide how to use it- put up your youngsters art, paint directly in to a frame, or put up family photos - it's up to you.

best day

2009-08-16T21:57:00.000-07:00

Jack came for a visit on Saturday and brought his bike. I'm loving that we have the same vintage style of transportation.
We rode, we talked, we played and then of course, we had to eat. Ice cream sundaes...gotta love that.

We rode back to my house and just enjoyed our time together. Have you ever met someone and felt like you can talk to them about anything? That's Jack. We finished the day at a coffeehouse and brought Benson (the city is SO dog friendly) and it was just the best day together.

delicious sundae via JustBeSplendid

(you didn't expect me to take a picture before wolfing it down?!)

meet me here

2009-08-14T16:35:00.001-07:00

...I'll be the girl with the smile on my face. Jack's coming tomorrow- can't wait to see him. Hope your weekend is filled with just as much anticipation as mine.
*via fairlightday

Filling In The Blanks

2009-08-13T22:09:00.000-07:00

I got an email from my uncle apologizing for canceling last weekend. He knew that most likely I was wanting to find out more about my father and promised that we would meet sometime soon so he could help fill in a few of the blanks. I'm a little in shock right now.

Uncle Robert wrote that he had only met my mother once in the late 70's or early 80's when my father, David, introduced her to the LaPorte family. He said that she seemed like a wonderful woman and was adventurous and brave to be riding on the back of my father's motorcycle. I never knew any of this.

He described my father as a carefree spirit; artistic and creative; and that he was always searching for the next great adventure.

It explains so much but there's still so much I want to learn. I realize that many of us don't know the "past" about our parents but in my case I never really had the opportunity to find out anything about my father when I was growing up. I have to wonder if I'm like him?

*corbis image

Do you?

2009-08-13T12:05:00.001-07:00

No, I don't...but this girl looks amazing in hers.

*sartorialist

your next vacation?

2009-08-12T21:32:00.000-07:00

AMAZING. Linda Garland, who enjoyed a career designing vacation homes for superstar entertainers and other high-profile clients, lovingly created "Panchoran" with the utmost respect and care for the environment and culture of Bali. Read more here. Wouldn't this be a trip of a lifetime?

blush

2009-08-11T18:06:00.001-07:00

guess what lucky girl just got a dozen of these delivered to her shop? okay..okay...I'm more than enchanted now. Ralph is over the moon and is dying to meet this new fella.

DREAM

2009-08-11T11:36:00.000-07:00

Dream a little dream...and with angel wings no less.

*hazelnutcottage,etsy

leader of the band

2009-08-10T22:06:00.001-07:00

I'm pinching myself. Loving this 1930's marching band/majorette jacket with tails and thinking it will look amazing with jeans. It may come off a little Michael Jacksonish (if so, it can end up in the shop) but I'm expecting to strike up the band and twirl a bit once it arrives.

cautious

2009-08-10T11:37:00.001-07:00

Ever felt a little like this? Cautious yet hopeful for what the future may hold? Taking baby steps to figure it all out.

merrily,merrily,merrily

2009-08-09T10:33:00.001-07:00

My weekend didn't go exactly as planned...but it's all good. My uncle had to cancel because of some meeting he needed to go to; but I decided to still go up and take the day to see Jack, pick up the dresser, and entertain a very energetic Benson. I'm glad I did. This was the day Jack had planned--a rowboat and a picnic getaway (isn't that the sweetest?). He said he would have added wine to the basket, but he knew I was driving back (how sweet that he thinks of my safety) and yes...he made the little vase with flowers (loving that he thinks of the "extras").

It was such a dreamlike day...who does this kind of stuff anymore? Jack is easy to talk to and laugh with and I'm learning more about him and actually sharing some things about me (gasp!).

And Benson...OMG this dog LOVES the water. He can't get enough.

After our picnic we went back and packed up the dresser...she needs a lot of work! I got to see the other furniture--too perfect and polished for A French Cloud but GORGEOUS pieces...they certainly don't belong in a potting shed.

Color me curious about Jack Hudson. I think I've upgraded our relationship from "smitten" to "enchanted"...so, we'll see where all this goes. Jack mentioned he could always drive to see me and I might take him up on his offer.

This was Benson at the end of the day. I kind of felt the same way...relaxed, happy, and dreaming about good things.

fab friday

2009-08-07T07:17:00.001-07:00

These gorgeous shots from Cote de Texas will most likely be everywhere before the end of the weekend but for now they're here to start mine off. Enjoy yours and I'll fill you in on the happenings of Jack, Lily, and Uncle Robert when I return.

Fly Away

2009-08-06T23:38:00.000-07:00

Do you add accessories to your hair? I tend to be too busy running around the shop for more than a ponytail but this could certainly add a wow factor to any outfit.
via merricat

life

2009-08-06T12:40:00.000-07:00

big weekend ahead.seeing new friends again and meeting unknown uncles.life is an adventure.

dog house

2009-08-05T17:46:00.000-07:00

I am SO loving this lately...the vintage, the whites, and yes--the dogs.

so pretty

2009-08-04T23:31:00.000-07:00

love the hand embroidery on the sleeves. of course my first thought was how great this would look as a top with jeans.

Jack Meets Dog

2009-08-04T16:17:00.000-07:00

I just found out from Lily that Jack has a blog to promote his dog training business. He isn't very tech savvy (did I mention he doesn't have a cell phone?!) so Lily set it up and posts every once in a while. She promoted the ebay auction and a pic of my dresser is even on there.
Lily said that when she told Jack "I'm going to introduce you to ebay"Jack asked, "Is that one of your Indian friends?"
Why do I find that charming? I suppose that's why the conversation between us was so full and without pause...this man knows how to talk...and listen. Such a turn on, don't you think?

kiss

2009-08-03T22:11:00.000-07:00

Isn't it wonderful that when our mind imagines this for a first kiss our heart brings us back to this.

1.homecoming

2. ardenwray

jump

2009-08-03T08:43:00.000-07:00

Feeling a little like this. A little apprehensive about what the water will be like but wanting to be refreshed after jumping in.
*image via cacaococoa

smitten

2009-08-02T19:04:00.000-07:00

On with the weekend. I feel like you should have a bucket of popcorn and a large fizzy drink-this adventure sounds more and more like a movie of the week.

My last stop was to pick up the dresser and then head back home. I didn't expect to see such a cute little cottage. So adorable (my cell phone camera doesn't do it justice).
I knocked on the door but no one was there so I put Benson on his leash(I've learned something over this weekend) and headed towards the backyard. Benson started tugging and pulling and rounding the corner and we ran (literally) into Jack.
As in; Jack who I just had breakfast a few hours ago with. I kid you not.

Total confusion at this point with lots of babbling about Miss English Rose, eBay, and why he's at Lily's house. The answer: Jack is Lily's brother.
He inherited his uncle's cottage (who was a gardener so no wonder the place is so lush) but didn't share his uncle's taste in furnishings. Lily set up the auction because Jack doesn't do computer stuff (he doesn't even own a cell phone!) and the rest is history.
We went inside and picked up where we had left off that morning. Easy to talk to, close to his family, loves dogs- what's not to like?!
Lily arrived about 30 minutes later. Love her. So open, honest, and a great sense of humor. I had to ask why she has the accent and I can't hear one with Jack. Lily said she takes "good care of hers" since they moved to the states (over twenty years ago) where Jack only brings it out for special occasions (and swoon...he did bring it out..geesh...I'm such a loser)
The dresser was in the "potting shed" and I had a peek at it but unfortunately there were no keys to be found. Jack was going to bust a window but I said that I was going to be coming up next weekend so I could pick it up then-works out perfect. It will be interesting to take a look at all the other pieces in there--they look beautiful but more polished and formal than what I usually go for.
It was a great day. I stayed for a late lunch and was truly enchanted with this family. I hope to learn more...I'm smitten.

2009-08-02T09:00:00.000-07:00

I need to catch up with some paperwork from the shop and gardening at my house- and then I'll finish up about this weekend. Have a great day.

crash

2009-08-01T22:56:00.000-07:00

After all the phone calls--I'm ready for a strong cup of coffee.In my mind's eye, I thought breakfast would be relaxing, like this: ...and it really was until Benson jumped into the relaxed, easygoing guy's lap in the picture.

On the upside...the guy just happened to be the man from the park--the dog trainer! Can you believe it? What are the odds? This IS a small town but still...give me a break.

Anyways, after the initial craziness (outdoor cafes+ Benson=chaos) I had a chance to talk to him. His name is Jack Hudson and well...he's cute. I couldn't exactly whip out my camera and start snapping photos but I think he looks a lot like this actor, Tom Cavanagh. And yes, now I sound like I'm ten years old. (The funny thing is that my mom and I used to watch a show called "Ed" that Mr. Cavanagh starred in- otherwise; I wouldn't have had a clue) .

He's very sweet, very charming, and if I lived in this small little town I just might jump at the chance to get to know him better. For now, we talked, we laughed, we ate breakfast. He even taught Benson how to shake hands/paws. Then, he had to go meet someone and we said good-bye.
It was one of those serendipitous moments in life that make you smile. More to come...

wow

2009-08-01T22:33:00.000-07:00

So much has happened and I can't sleep, so I wanted to share.
I just told the story of my day to Ralph and his only response was "wow". Maybe he was really tired from working at the shop all day...but that's the only thing he said. Wow.
*just looked up "wow" in the dictionary
wow=Used to express wonder, amazement, or great pleasure.
Thanks Ralph, I'll take it.

Part 1: The telephone

This morning I got a call from Miss English Rose aka Lily Baxter (who, by the way, does have an English accent) and we decided on a 1:00 pick up time for the dresser.

She sounds like someone I could really be friends with- rambles on and on about where the house is and that it's not really her house (it's her uncle's) and "oh! there's a few more things you might as well take a look at while you're there to see if you'd be interested in" (yes!) and "oh! you have a blog? I'd love to read it sometime...." you get the drift...we like to talk.

Part 2: telephone

I called my uncle.

My fingers were a bit shaky and my heart was beating fast...but I did it. I actually talked to him. Can you believe it?!

Unfortunately, he's out of town. He'll be back next week and would love to meet for lunch so we can talk. I agreed and am already planning on another quick trip up next weekend. I may sound total control freak but I would rather find out more about him than him finding more about me. Where I work, what I do, what my life is like. I just want to hold my cards close on this one.

Much more to come...

Great Day

2009-07-31T20:57:00.000-07:00

I got a late start but the day was going amazingly well. I was enjoying some tunes (Regina Spektor's latest and my newly discovered Lenka) while Benson was lapping up the fresh air. Three hours later, I decided to hit a park that bordered our final destination. Benson was thrilled and to be honest it did feel good to get out and stretch. After this pic was taken--Benson bolted. It was like a scene from a movie. Wild, crazy dog running through overgrown shrubs and trees while wild,crazy owner runs after dog then wild, crazy owner crashes into overgrown shrubs and trees fearing she may have broken her arms,legs, or neck. Seriously. When I think of it now...it must have been really funny...but not at that moment.

As I'm disengaging myself from the landscaping in the park- worried about my health but more worried about Benson- I hear "Excuse me, Miss? Are you looking for something?"
I spin around (looking like a complete fool) and there is Benson sitting next to a very nice looking man and I really think- honest to goodness- that Benson was smiling.
The stranger helped me out of a tangle of branches and explained that he was playing with his dog and Benson joined in the fun. I didn't know if I should be happy that Benson was safe or angry that he bolted from me.
Anyways--long story somewhat short- the man had just moved to town, owns the sweetest yellow lab, and is a dog trainer. And here I am with my dog who basically ran away from me. Unfortunately I didn't get the guy's name but he was very encouraging under the circumstances.
We're in the hotel and tomorrow I'll set up a time to scoop up my ebay find. I'm thinking I may be giving someone else a call as well. Have a great weekend everyone!

bags are packed

2009-07-31T00:51:00.000-07:00

Ready to roll. I've actually only got one suitcase. I'm a pretty good packer and don't like to bring too many extras. I know I'm only traveling a couple hours from home but it feels like such an adventure.

road trip

2009-07-30T21:59:00.001-07:00

Although I will be traveling with a male (the furry canine variety); any similarities with these movies that have road trips and me should end there. I'm not planning for any Thelma & Louise adventures.

I wish I had a big bowl of popcorn and loads of time to watch these but I should pack. I'll have my laptop so I'll keep in touch.

shop dog

2009-07-30T09:45:00.000-07:00

Having Benson at the shop is hilarious. This dog finds the funny in everyday life and although my manager, Ralph, goes crazy picking up after him; I secretly think he adores this new found friend.
Benson's new doctor gave him the "thumbs up" as far as health goes and his only guess as to why no one has claimed him is that "he's a handful". Yes, he is...but he fills my heart with so much more.

comfort

2009-07-29T22:55:00.001-07:00

These things just sing comfort to me and their imperfections make me enjoy them even more.

*1.image via sweetspace 2 image via twopinkpossums

Two for the Show

2009-07-29T15:31:00.001-07:00

Thank you EVERYONE for your words of advice, kind comments, and encouragement for this weekend...I'm blown away and I've decided I'm going to do it.
I have to travel to pick up the chest anyway so I've set up a "dog-friendly" hotel in the town for a couple of days, and after some super sleuthing I found out my uncle's phone number. I'm going to listen to my gut on this one. If I feel it's the right thing to do...I'll call and see where this adventure takes me.

Crazy

2009-07-27T23:33:00.000-07:00

After Ralph's initial snarking about Miss English Rose ("Did she mention anything about stopping over for tea or long live the Queen?") he actually brought up a valid point about my impending road trip (everyone needs a Ralph in their life).

But, first you need to know some history.
I had no idea I would talk about this when I started the blog, but I never knew I would have a dog either...crazy...this is all so crazy.
Feel free to pour yourself another cup of coffee or shake up a cocktail.

My father left my mother and me when I was a kid. He didn't stick around to see me grow up. Whenever the subject of dear old dad was brought up, my mother had an amazing way of changing the subject. I know she was just trying to protect me while she was alive but it's always been a bit of a mystery to me.

With the close of this auction, I just found out that my uncle (from my father's side- who I've never met) lives in the same town as the seller from eBay...Miss English Rose.
Ralph, of course, went nuts.
"You have to see him. You spent so much time finding out where he lives but you've never taken the first step to meet him. He could answer a lot of your questions you have about your father."

Of course, I'm waffling. I don't know if it's the right time. Maybe this uncle is as big on "family" as my dad was.
The only reason I would want to see him is that it was important to my mom that I have at least one living relative in my life (you know...for that possible kidney transplant. Sorry; laughter is always my back up if it gets too deep)
Anyways- the trip will take place this weekend- so, I can figure it all out in the next couple of days. Geez, my palms are sweaty.

Bessie

2009-07-27T12:04:00.001-07:00

She gets terrible gas mileage...but I still love her. I emailed Miss English Rose about the auction and looks like it will take me a couple of hours to drive up. I may end up and stay for a couple of days...it's interesting how life plays out and the opportunities that happen...it's a long story that I'll share a little later...crazy or kismet?

Victory

2009-07-27T10:26:00.001-07:00

I won the auction!

Relive the moment with me:

Nat: And three, two, one...YES! It's mine! Wow! That was a great one, Ralph! It was so close at the end.

Ralph: I felt the earth move, darling.

Nat: It was so exciting...what a rush. You know... it's just located North of here...do you think Bessie can make it?

Ralph: Is that the dog?

Nat: No, that's my truck...little Blue Bessie. Benson is the dog. I won Benson, I won!

Ralph: Benson is ecstatic...I can hear it in his voice.

So, looks like I'll be taking a trip after I get a few more details from the seller...my first road trip with Benson.

Treasure Hunting Rules

2009-07-26T10:39:00.001-07:00

You may think I'm nuts, but I've got my eye on this on eBay:I love to find the beauty in such a piece by sanding it down or with paint (ivory? black?), new pulls, and some TLC. Unfortunately, some people start bidding, bidding on the piece at the beginning of an auction and drive the price up. People. I want this cheap and your bids are not helping. From the sounds of it, I can actually drive and pick this up, so it could be a steal (and maybe a certain cute dog would accompany me?! no word on the owners, folks.)

For the larger pieces at my shop I search estate sales, word-of-mouth ("my grandmother has such and such and would you be interested?")flea markets and traveling across the country...so finding a piece I can turnover on eBay is unusual (shipping is astronomical now). Auction ends tomorrow...I'll let you know.

lovely lovelies

2009-07-26T09:29:00.001-07:00

*le sigh*

*1. scout 2.so sweetumblr,3.scout

Sleepover with the boy

2009-07-24T09:03:00.000-07:00

He's still here. I've decided to name him "Benson"...no clue; just liked it. I'll see what happens over the weekend and keep you posted. And speaking of- enjoy yours and stay tuned!

Where did that come from/Part 2

2009-07-23T21:53:00.001-07:00

Just last post I mentioned that it was raining buckets in the city. Thunder, lightning...the perfect storm. I was closing up A French Cloud and heard scratching at the front door...and look what was there. Meet my new house guest...that is, until I find the owners. He bolted into the shop; shook his wet coat and let out a shower of raindrops, and then jumped into the nearest chair. Luckily I found a couple of dog chews (thanks to Ralph--always thinking to keep our customers satisfied- even if they do have 4 legs!) and that seems to keep him busy.
I have no idea who he belongs to...but isn't he just SO cute?! I'm sure he'll only be an overnight guest. Tomorrow I'll put ads in the paper/craigslist, call the shelters, put up posters and try to find his home.
I never had a dog growing up. Did you? It was just my mom and me and we really never had too much time to take care of a dog...I had a bird...probably not the same.
Anyways, tonight I have a dog. Wish me luck!

Where did that come from?

2009-07-23T17:26:00.001-07:00

wow! what a cloudburst--raindrops down, umbrellas up!